Just seems like no matter what I been thru already, something else rears it’s ugly head and makes advances towards me. I had been feeling really run downed and depressed lately because of my energy is not what I’d like for it to be and it takes everything I can do to even get going. I went to my personal care provider and she ordered up tests to be done to see what may be wrong.
Sail4Life and Fisher Island YC joined forces once again for another successful annual event! A St. Patricks Celebration that was started by the late Fanci Beebe-Leavitt and took over by Vickie Maidstone Commodore of FIYC.
The event started on time and was enjoyed by all who came to hear DJ Shakesphere Shamrock leading off the evening’s entertainment, and then continuing on to the end of the evening with Live Performer Star-Menna.
Kiosks were set up and will remain for the relay season and were constantly being filled with lindens from all who came to enjoy an evening of merriment and music! I sure did and believe me this was by far one of the most anticipated events of the year!
Once Upon A Cure 2016! RFLofSL.
Yeah yeah yeah I know, I wasn’t so sure what I was gonna do but after realizing my fan base out there deserved better I said screw it and let’s go writing again! See, I’m cyber, and I’m nuts about relaying and this year just hours before registration I had to literally put a new team together after my last team failed. I had to decide under fire on a name and two I had in mind weren’t really what I wanted, so while I was getting the group charter written up I named it CyberNuts RFL.
Well, the end result is that I had people tell me this is one of the most colorful funny names they ever run across and I’m telling ya, I guess we are cyber and we’re nuts LOL! Already we have some event ideas in the works and hopefully get our first event done in short order.
With the name came some outfit ideas I have and that’s is wearing steampunk outfits or like this picture above, kinda a cyberish look, I personally love it! Or this one below!So, I am excited to be involved again for this season and we got a bit of work ahead of us yet, and with a goal in mind we can reach and maybe surpass if everything goes according to plan! We may be a small team and no challenge is too small or too large to over come and the reason being is, we’re Cyber, and we’re Nuts! Let the chaos and mayhem ensue!!!
“Once Upon A Cure” RFLofSL 2016!
Images: Miyoko Magic
Everybody, I mean everybody is counting down now to that magical moment we been waiting for since last year when the Wrapup Party was over! Teams getting ready, training for captains and co captains now done and out of the way, fund raising training still on going for teams to get in the know to making it a huge successful season once again!
Even for my little scrappy team, we are once again getting ready to enter the fray known as Relay For Life of Second Life! We are past ready, we are anxious to knock down the gate as we charge head long into battle once again against this evil that tried to take me out! I’m ready to rock relay once again and it’s Almost Time!
“Once Upon A Cure”2016 RFLofSL!
Right before Captains training on ACS Island today, I had a chance to meet many other captains and co captains as we gathered for a meeting going over some very important items.But little did I know what would happen and literally shock me as I told Cuddly Waffle she could sit on my lap during the meeting. I told her she could try to take a picture of us when she could and believe me, I was totally shocked and stunned when I opened it.
For me, a moment of truth, a moment in time as I sat there speechless not knowing what to say, but it caused me to have flashbacks of a time ago. During those years of trucking I had been dating and the person I was dating had a daughter whom gotten married and had kids. Sadly tho, I never once gotten to see her or the kids as they grew up and even tho I was in contact, my work was just so I never had a chance to see them or hold them.
Cuddly, so vibrant, so full of energy, so full of beauty thats more than skin deep, in my mind made up for all those years without realizing what such a simple act would do to me emotionally.The tears I cried and just wishing that I could had somehow held a child of my own in my arms gone forever.
For me, to sit and look at this image is telling me that even tho this is virtually, the feelings I have are real, the heartbreaks of a bad relationship, the hurts of not once meeting the kids I helped raised in absentia. The feelings of all that I ever wanted to settle down and have a family that I could be proud of, and yet, gone forever.
And yet today, a simple act of getting up on my lap, and leaning her head on me, tells me that even tho we are separated as we are, and me telling her how much she is loved and her telling me she loves me also, made up for it all.
Image; Cuddly Waffle.
A whirl wind of activity has taken place these last few days as teams are forming up and getting ready to charge out the gate again! There were some new additions this season that’s come into play as captains and cocaptains and teams attended a number of meetings designed to make fund raising easier and more enjoyable. I myself attended these meetings and came away better informed and armed with the knowledge gained and along with my team mates we gonna show cancer how it’s done again and again!
The committees again this year put quite a package together and I haven’t had a chance to even look into to see what all is available for use this season so that means spending time with my nose buried in notecards to see what is what and where. Less than two weeks and we’ll be going like gang busters again for sure!
Once Upon A Cure 2016! RFLof SL.
Time is really getting closer as all of the relay teams in Second Life are making ready for registrations to open in a few days from now. It’s been a whirlwind of activities and conversations going on now more than ever as the time gets ever closer. as I said earlier I been busy scrambling like crazy to help one team to get reorganized and to get them set up ready to go it’s been quite hectic to say the least.
Another team whom I am also again an advisor too have called on me to provide advice and logistics as well. I know with out a doutb that things will start falling into place but I have stretched myself a little too far and ow paying for it with my energy levels completely drained until I get a good nights rest, hopefully.
I enjoy what I do tho and people depend on me to ensure that everything that’s supposed to be done gets done no matter what or how I feel. Just goes to show you running on empty sometimes can have an effect I wasn’t looking for…